onsdag, oktober 18, 2006

Living la vida loca!

Life is weird and crazy! Gaaraaaaaa! I miss sleeping! I miss relaxing! I miss taking a warm bath! I miss sitting by an open fire on a cloud free night!

I got an idea on a good way to continue programming around midnight - just after shutting the computer down. I decided that since I had already shut everything down, I should try sleeping anyway and continue the next day. This, of course, always works 'great' - giving at least one or two hours of sleep. I fell asleep around 1:30-2:00 and woke up around 4:00 again, without being able to go back to sleep for 1-2 hours. Now, I've done the programming changes I was thinking of, and also know the next step to continue with - the question is if I should sleep or if I should continue programming.

I still have the coffee rush from yesterdays morning coffee (there's a reason I only drink my own homemade coffee every third or fourth day), and I could probably keep on for an hour. Besides that, it's more difficult to let go of the programming and relax for sleeping if I don't get it done.

On the other hand, my eyelids are heavy, my neck is tired and really need to catch up on some sleep! Furthermore, if I go on programming there's no guarantee that it will work right away, and if it works right away, there's the risk of figuring out something else I can do before sleeping - making the time before sleep even longer.

I really should start with Yoga again - maybe the last half hour before going to bed should be dedicated to relaxing techniques. Also, a few minutes of meditation in mid day can make wonders for the thought process and relaxation.

To sum it up: logical knots are as bad as logical nots, probably worse....