This n' that! A bit of annoyment and stress

Working out can help focus. It did for the moment. After I was done though, I went back down to my previous depressed/stressed state of being, which I've been having 1-2 months now...

I believe it's impossible for people to this stress, before having gone through a real thesis. I don't mean a cut-n-paste thesis like in economy and wysiwyg designers do, or a tree hugging thesis like some do. I mean a cutting edge thesis, where all the information you can get is cryptic and never standardized.

The books and articles are full of math, but always with different letters and explanations on how things work. The programming is with illogical languages and libraries which are either not popular enough to be documented, or documented in more than one way with different meanings - either way, there's no way of getting a good break without finding a new problem right after.

At the same time think that a student always has a lot of extra time, and is just waiting for time to pass and recieve the degree. Those people of course also think you should visit and help them pretty often, with everything from minor computer problems to painting or driving people from one place to another. If you then are talked into driving someone and therefore borrow the car, you are either stuck with paying everything yourself or with driving the car back and walking 20-30 kilometers. If you decide to park the car somewhere close, of course you'll have to pay the parking ticket yourself, since you decided not to spend the whole night with driving around and hoping for a good place where there's no chance of getting a ticket - which is either far away in time searching or place, compared to where I live - on almost any evening. Well I payed the ticket, but I'll never borrow the car, or help them drive people around again....

The workout: 251 calories in 31 minutes according to the program, but probably less than 200 since I did the lazy option more often than not. I'll go downtown for the vegetable market later to compensate though. By the way, this never happened and I don't want any questions about working out as long as my allergies are this bad!!!