Sweatlog

Well....errrm.... well..... hmmm... what to say....

I can't really say that I worked out today...

Well..... I walked 1.5-2 hours total - does that count? It includes walking up to the third floor in an apartment building....

I did almost sweat when I saw the pizza L got me. So, this past week (counting from monday last week to today/tuesday) , I've had two pizzas, about 12 muffins, some birthday cake, some birthday cookies, about 4-5 glasses of wine,2-3 glasses of coke and a number of healthbuns (special bun with a lot of vegetables on the ferries) and a couple of salad meals. I don't feel like I'm making a healthy statement here....


I remember January 18th 2002. I quit smoking and started working out. I continued working out, going to the sauna and eating relatively healthy for more than a year. I didn't have a single smoke for at least 2.5 years (3.5?), and was able to concentrate on my studies without a problem for most of that time. Lately, it's not exactly the same. I have one thesis project and two jobs (jobs for two different companies, with at least two projects at a time going on). My mind often feels shattered. My mom and stepdad cares more about their dog than about me, and if I say something they'll probably forget it within a day. Well, I could complain, but I have a really great girlfriend who listens to me once in a while, and really cares about what I think :-)

Well, maybe I can find a way back to my state of mind on the 18th of January 2002 - as I walked down the hill and threw down my last cig, walking towards the gym and a new life. So was that life temporary, or will I find the strength again?